UNCHANGEABLE

2008-05-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

ppl ..
i have shifted ..
relink me !
http://whatqyhastosay.blogspot.com
CYA THERE ! BYES

why are u always not there when i needed u the most ?

2008-05-22T20:14:00.004+08:00

chinese is lyk on monday ?! =.=
and when i say chinese . i meant chinese O lvl !
@#!#@!@
okae . enough of madness (=
anyways .. today aft sch went for physics remedial .
followed by go the sec 1s thr to see them try to "make" their uniform
followed by go dawson with yiying they all
followed by going to cgs with yiying
followed by going to redhill with yiying
followed by going home (=

yiying , ty sooo much for listening to my grumbles at the bus stop .
i reali sort of trust u more than some ppl ..
but pls la .. LAUGH at my jokes pls .
HAHAHA ..
reali thank you soooo much .
i noe u gonna say i auntie or act touching .
but i m serious tis time okae !
all da best for ur NCO life (=

jj , ty so much for these two days de dnt cum sharing session .
thanks for being such a gd listener .
i noe u wont read tis .
but jus wan to thank u soooo much !
jus to tell u ..
i m oso a great listener (=

okae la . bye for now peeps (=

2008-05-21T20:53:00.003+08:00

even hotter when he is wearin specs !!
zomg~! i jus lyk guys wearin specs la ...
i mean CERTAIN guys ..
(= these 2 pics brightened my extremely low mood (=
i mean it !!!!!!
anyways .. for ppl who dun lyk him ..
jus skip tis post la huh ..
no criticism will be entertained .

ppl !!! aint he hot ?! omg la .. soooooo nice ..
anyways .. credits to whoever is affected (=
i jus cant resist the temptation to show ppl tis pic ..
for dumbos who dunno who he is ..
he is lyk one of the few top magicians in the world !
he is damn damn damn pro !
anyways .. his name is 刘谦 (=

2008-05-21T19:46:00.003+08:00

today was okae okae la ..
gd news : dun nid meet the parent (=
but !
it does not mean tat i got gd grades okae ..
bad news : alot alot !
top bad thing tat happened : ushoutedatme
not tryin to whine or wad ..
but its reali the top among those bad things tat happened ..
fren arhs ..... talk slowly .
i will hear it eventually ..
dun shout le okae ?
u are suppose to be mr kind u noe ? =D
kaes larhs ... u oso lyk "apologise" ..
i forgive u !!! (=
okae la ... nid go chiong studies le (=

2008-05-20T17:33:00.003+08:00

tis post is gonna be darn emo ..
ppl who dun lyk emo stuff ..
u all shud noe wad to do (=
the red box with a "x" is always thr for u .

damn alot of sad things happen tis week ..
some jia li de shi .. (translate urself . dun be lazy)
then studies .
why didnt i work harder durin sec 3 ..
now panick lyk shit oso no use .
then some personal probs ..
eff it man ..
i reali dun wish to trouble anyone with my troubles .. =.=
wad m i typin . zzzzzz
but i reali dunno how the hell m i gonna vent all these ?
jj said i looked lyk i have no worries cuz i laugh and smile everyday .
haha .. how true is tat ?
i dunno ...
sry ppl if i haf been very bad to u guys..
moodswings are uncontrollable .
DANGS ...
excuses ..
wadeva la .. enuff of emo stuff .
sry to ppl who read tis .
i didnt want to be such an emo kia .
but no whr to tell tis to ..

2008-05-19T15:17:00.003+08:00

replies to taggs (=

leong ;;
yeah . ty very muchhy !!
u oso ! gd luck for ur "swimming" yr . HAHAS .
swimming = streaming

gek ;;
yeahh . i m okae (=
tot thru it lo . since she wan lyk tat then so be it
hahs . ty very much !
eh eh eh . lata is i make u EVOLVE arhs ! hahas

alex ;;
thanks ! (=
if u dun get caught by teacher again for hair check .
tats alrdy gd enuff le .
HAHAHAS .
all 3 of u got caught ..
so funny la .
anyways . ty for the MORAL support
not MENTAL !
hahas .. u wan go mental hospital ?

jon ;;
yeahh . i noe tat (=
my 3 sons always support me de ma (=
hahas .. ty soooooooo muchh !!
study hard okae !
cut ur hair regularly arhs ..
dun get caught again .

ytd went to some "hiking" with simon . norman . jinhao . isaac
can say is kanna cheated lors ..
they say wan walk the dunno wad bridge .
in the end from harbourfront walk walk walk .
then walk to pasir panjang
lols .. quite fun la .
we went to the bukit chandu .
looked at those displays .
watched one short show abt the war at bukit chandu
DAMN SCARY .
inside sooo dark . the sound effect damn loud .
sry arh simon (= hope no injury inflicted on . HAHAHAHA
damn fun but oso damn tiring ..
ty for the day sooo well spent (=
*wanted to post one photo of norman on the bus one ..
but decided not to .
orelse ... he might murder me . HAHAHA
tata

2008-05-15T19:08:00.002+08:00

cont. of the A story la huh .
ya .. guess wad ?
i WENT to her blog and see .
guess wad i saw ?
HA .
wad a REAL fren she was la huh ..
when C was ignorin her .
wad she do ?
TONS and TONS of EMO post .
me lehs ?
HAHAHAHAHA ..
"letting go of the friendship that wasnt meant to be mine"
AHH CRAP .
she wrote me a letter .
but wads inside ?
ELABORATED detail of wad i CAN SEE from her blog
she can say sry to SO MANY PPL .
but wad abt me ?
NTH ..
the last two sentences of her letter is the BEST
" if u wan to cont. to misunderstand me its okae at least i TRIED to explain . i reali did . "
ya ... lyk who in the RIGHT mind will go and forgive her when she write tat ?
i oso can say at least i TRIED to try to forgive her . i reali did .
if not wads with the sudden change in attitude when i was in seoul garden .
but when i read her letter + blog .
i reali GIVE UP .
she can tell the whole world tat i m the one who is being a slut .
i dun eff-ing give a damn to her and her GUYS ...
why shud i even bother if she treats me as wad .
she say she dun wan to intrude into the friendship between me and gek
she say she dun fit into our lyk friendship .
but pls la ..
if i reali of all means wan to outcast her .
wud i eff-ing call her for breakfast tat day ?!
i treated her as one of my closest fren
yet tis is the disappointment tat i receive .
i may be very harsh in wad i say in class ..
but do u ever tink ..
WAD caused my change in attitude towards u .
u closer to C so ?
does tat even give u a slightest right to do tis to me ?
i DOUBT so ..
i reali cannot find any word to describe how i feel now .
even if the breakfast thing is not ur fault .
then wads the "treatin qianying transparent" thing abt ?
forget it .. wadeva i say oso my fault .
ya ya ya .
everything my fault .
i outcast u . i dun wan talk to u .
everything oso me ..
happy ? =.=
since u feel tat thrs a nid to let go of our friendship .
then i will then not give a shit to how u care anymore
i dun care if u read tis or not .
cuz i m only replyin to ur letter and ur blog post .
utterly DISAPPOINTED ..
u may not feel a thing to lose me as a fren .
but dun assume i wont ..
tis will be the last post abt u .
since tats the end of our friendship....

2008-05-12T22:12:00.002+08:00

today was a rather chaotic day ..
lols .. dun wan talk much abt tat .
talk abt my journey back .
took bus 961 back ..
1st thing to say : WHR ARE UR MANNERS PPL ?
i not tryin to say i got la huh .
but u all cant even say : excuse me , thank you , sorry
squeeze lyk thrs no tml for u ?
lols ..
okae .. i will lyk to apologize to the uncle that i kp steppin his feet de
SO SORRY .
hahahahhahahaha ..
i m startin to enjoy bus trips (=
ALOT of fun things happen thr .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
got one is secret (=
cannot blog abt it here
wan to noe arhs ?
ask me lors ! hahahaha

[ 你说过牵了手就算约定但亲爱的那并不是爱情 ]
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[ 没有你的日子里我会更珍惜自己 ]

2008-05-09T18:47:00.002+08:00

tis few days kp going out with the usuals (=
its nice ..
i swear !
hahahs ..
today i blog abt one thing only ...
i very angry abt tat ..
ytd i sms A and ask whether wan go out or not .
then A replied sayin wan to call someone else go .
then i m fine with it la
but then lata lyk arnd night time or lata .
A sms me tell me maybe not going .
cuz C haven tell A if going or not ..
i damn pissed la ..
i m thinkin :
SO WAD IF C NV GO ?
cant u jus go with us ?!
nowadays u and C close back liao then ps us
i oso nv say anything liao lors .
tat time C tat silent period u come and find us
i nvm lors ..
i feel frens shud pei one another wad .
but now ?!
wad is tis la ..
u and C got talk liao then tis is wad happen ?!
THANKS MAN ....
so C is more impt than us la ?
zzzzzzz ....
forget it ...
HAPPY GOING OUT WITH THEM LA HUH ..
if u ask me if i m angry...
i will say i m more of DISAPPOINTED and SAD

2008-05-02T21:40:00.002+08:00

today was ss and chi paper .
DAMN IT ..
ss for the essay i forgot one factor for [a]
resulting in the WASTE of time in tinkin abt it ..
i not enuff time do ..
then anyhow bomb answers for it .
chi worse ..
i repeated history AGAIN ..
last yr's end of yr i wrote 2 essays .
tis yr i oso wrote 2 essays .
DAMN U LA ...
why everything i nv tink properly then go write le
in the end write till stuck then change to another essay !
damn ......................
lols ..
nvm

anyways . i found my wallet ..
not as in found .
is huisi found it then pass to GO ..
ehh ehh . tsk tsk .
nx time find my wallet can pass to me directly ?
and tell me ..
cuz u didnt and is kelly came to tell me ..
LOLS .. i cancelled my cards ... DANGS ..
nvm . ty anyways .

went library with laopo and ah phui today .
ate brownies with ice cream .
damn sia .
i m NOT gonna eat it alone again .
nx time they order i KOP (=
i seriously cant finish all ..
ITS TOO SWEET ..
*for ppl who dunno .. I DUN TAKE SWEET STUFFS !
went study then slack ..
aft tat ah phui left .
me and gek were lyk jokin abt mushrooms.
then change to mushmoms .
then many many funny things came out .
LOLS .. wan to noe full story then come ask me
100% guaranteed FUNNY

anyways ... 13th may will be the seoul garden day !
hiaks (=
our deal hors ? *winks*

aft tat went ljs to eat .
then laopo bring me to the 40th storey de buildin .
i tink she tryin to murder me .
HAHAHAHAHA ..
she scare me lors .
hors ? (=
thanks for the FUNNY MUSHMOM DAY today (=
laopo is love (=

2008-05-01T20:12:00.003+08:00

ytd was damn bloodddddddddyyyyyyyyyy UNLUCKY ..
went to dawson de toilet then left my wallet thr ..
guess wad ?
some stupid bitch took it away ..
inside oso not much money ..
LAMER !!
thx laopo and yiwei who cheer me up .
aft tat went to tiong to report lost of atm card .
at bus stop wait for bus tat time saw yc and jon [ my 2 "er zi ]
hahas .. they joked and joked and joked .
especially yc and jeric ..
DAMN FUNNY .
hahas . thx alot alot (=
then saw luuuuu oso !
hahas .
aft reportin lost . i went to qt library to find laopo and yiwei ..
all the way at thr till 8 smth (=
then went home .

to alex;
THANKS ! how u noe i lost my wallet de ? hahas . ty SOOO MUCH . (=
jiayou for mid yr !

to jon;
THANKS ! hahas . tyyyyyyyyy (= jia you for mid yr !

to lu;
THANKS !! YEAH YEAH .. but its the wallet u all gave me .
abit heartpain .. AWWW

bad eyes irritation

2008-04-28T22:51:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA .
ppl ..
tis is my 100th post since tis blog is set up (=
i wan to thank ppl who constently support me (=
LOLS ...
anyways . today's not a gd day for me ..
had real bad eyes irritation ..
my eyes itch and tear now and then ..
washin seems to not work ..
arghh . i cant even see smth without feelin the unpleasant feelin in my eyes
i m soooooooooooooo irritated by it can ?!
its affectin me way WORSE than i expect ..
arghs . i dun blog le .
spoil my mood ..
go rest my eyes le .
BYE ...
HAPPY 100TH POST !! (=

tis shows how bored qy can get (=

2008-04-27T04:31:00.005+08:00

Name 10 people you can think of rightoff the top of your head.
Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 10people.
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.
Nocheating!

1. phuisee
2. pricilla
3. wanying
4. luvena
5. kenneth
6. gekhwee
7. jerome
8. jinyuan
9. desiree
10.ismadi

DONT LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU'VE FILLED UP THE TOP!

1.How did you meet number 4?
- luvena - npcc (= she's my cadet cum an lian me de ren (=

2. Do you have a crush on anyone upthere?
- nope (=

3. What would you do if you hadn't met number 1?
- `phuisee - i would feel tat my life is very quiet LOLS . kiddin

4. What would you do if 6 and 2 weregoing out?
- bird and gek - HELLO . gek's mine . hahas

5. How did you meet number 8?
- jinyuan - npcc .

6. Is 2, your best friend?
- bird - OF CUZ

7. Whose number 9's best friend(s)?
- desiree - her clique (=

8. Have you ever dated number 1?
- phuisee - yeah . i always date her (= hees

9. Do you miss number 4?
- luvena - yeah .. (= missed trainings

10. What do you think of number 6?
- gekhwee - pretty . and has lots of love for everyone (=

11. What do you think of number 7?
- jerome - tat cute cute hamster ? hahas . seow mumu (=

12. Who does number 3 like?
- wanying - she likes me (= HAHAHA

13. Have you ever been inside number8's house?
- jinyuan - no way . hahas . i scared i become short . OOPS. *no offence*

14. Do you love number 9?
- desiree - table partner (= yeah . but when she is bored .. HELL NO . haha

15. Ever been in the same bed as anyof the numbers?
- i dun tink so

16.What about number 5?
- kenneth - he rocks ! always da JOKER la . (= rapping rapist !!

17. Do you trust these people?
- VERY MUCH . trust them ALOT ...

2008-04-27T03:50:00.003+08:00

ppl ... BIG NEWS
i m going for a haircut with phuisee THE WONDERFUL today ! xD
meetin her at 1.22pm and 30 secs (=
ytd went to look for phuisee , sean and darren .
walked alot alot alot of places .
and now my toes haf blisterS ....
RAWR ......................
but nvm . i m not blaming u guys !
lata going study with rapping rapist and the wonderful (=
hope i dun overslp AGAIN . *cross fingers*
byes (=

2008-04-25T22:36:00.003+08:00

nth much to say ...
went shoppin with laopo and phuisee today (=
thx for da companion !
i m feelin much better le (=
and and and
KENNETH SUHERMAN aka RAPPING RAPIST (=
TAKE CARE ARHS !
RECOVER SOON !
i not used to u being sooooooo QUIET !
i wan to listen to ur jokes okae !
(=

2008-04-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

jus read alex's blog ..
talked abt how he miss npcc .
and ME ME !! hahahahaha
uhs . cried a fair bit .
cuz i rmb-ed the times whr the sec 2s and i had
gd and bad memories .. (=
MOST of them are gd ones .
as far as u all miss trainings ..
i oso miss ..
as far as u all miss me . *thick skin*
i oso miss u all ..
u all have been the reason and the motivation for me to come down for trainings ..
i hope tat u all will cont. to haf the passion to go training .
DUN pon trainings hors !
or i will bite u all ! (=
gd luck for everything !
I WILL MISS U ALL !!!!!!!!

yeahh .. tues was chinese oral .
mdm xu told me smthings .
i began to reflect back ..
her words reali shocked me .
i noe tat i changed ..
perhaps its time to be serious le .
she is one of the teachers tat i respect ..
so ya .. i will work hard de !! =D
thx for the advice !!

nth else to blog le (=
BYES

2008-04-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

ha ..
jus noe smth ..
ya ..
everything oso i say one (=
everything oso i start one (=
i m a mean bitch (=
SO ?

2008-04-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

i have decided to give up on him (=
i m serious tis time (= *shows serious face*
aft lyk 3yrs ++++++++++++++++++++++++++
hahas .. dun wan emo liaos !

yo ppl ..
today is my luckiest and unluckiest day (=
lucky = i PASSED my 2.4km run ! WOOTS~!
unlucky= my skirt kanna cheese .
AND IS ALOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas .
had a fun time with phuisee , laopo and sihao (=
ty for everything !!
and ppl ...
i wan to say smth AGAIN ...
i PASSED my 2.4km run !!! hahahaha

2008-04-20T03:30:00.002+08:00

friday was the speech and prize giving day
the day tat i was lookin forward to (=
cuz i can wear no.1 u !
tat day was rather chaotic la huh ..
changed into my uniform .
took a few photos ..
then board the bus to ncc's HQ
draw the rifles ..
went to SP
took alot alot of photos with my frens (=
parade ..
chiong back to ncc's HQ to return rifles
NCC damn pro .
oil the rifles and dunno do wad in lyk less than 15 mins
then chiong back to sch to take our bags
go to SP to see performance .
aft the asthetics night we stayed back to take photos (=
then went to eat with some of them (=
i reali reali enjoyed my day la .
thou i noe i wear no.1 quite funny . LOLS .
uhs . thank you ismadi for runnin to and fro to find my wallet (=
i will nv forget friday de (=
anyways . thr are alot of photos .
when i get all the photos from my frens .
i will upload them (=
till then . take care !
AND RMB TO TAG ME !

2008-04-12T23:05:00.003+08:00

ytd was da last npcc training we (NCOs 'o7) have .
i didnt even rmb tat it will be the last training till lyk 3 plus ?
when they said : thx u qianying mdm
i cried .. flashbacks of those past trainings were in my mind .
i m reali very touched by so so so many of the sec 2s ..
wad they say reali very touchin ..
i nv knew they would say all those things ..
thx for the wonderful memories for the past few mths (=
thou thr were happy , sad and angry moments
but overall .. its still very nice (=
it was lyk only ytd tat i met u all ..
when all of u all were still so new to npcc ..
when all of u all didnt reali lyk me at first
cuz i was too fierce ..
when all of u all did many mistakes ..
when i scolded u all ..
when i pumped u all ..
when we laughed at smth together
when we endured smth together ..
when all of u all became the little juniors of npcc
when all of u all changed to be SLIGHTLY matured
when all of u celebrated each other's b'dae
when all of u said those touchin words to me
then *poof* end of my npcc life
thrs still so many things i haf not tell u all ..
so many things i haven teach u all ..
but i noe the sec 3s / upcoming NCOs will teach wadeva they noe to u all (=
pls pls pls ...
work extremely hard okae ?!
i wan to see all of u all pass ur CPL ..
then ur SGT ...
then ur SSGT...
then ur SI ...
hahas . (=
i will reali miss u all so so so so so much ..
now i m waiting for POP (=
see how much u all love me . hahas
all dun wan tell me wad u all performin for us .
so evilistic !
anyways ... CPL is coming .
GD LUCK !
i wont be able to come down to support u all with "pong pongs"
so sorry .... but dun forget !
my heart and spirit is with u all !!!!!
i LOVE u all !!!!!
(=

lastly .. i would lyk to thank ALL those who wrote me an appreciation letter !! (=

2008-04-07T23:18:00.002+08:00

@$#%$@%$#
idiot idiot idiot !!!
so wad if i m not a gd ___
u didnt even give me the instructions to do ANYTHING
so u tink i psyclop ?!
i can read ur mind huh ?!
infront of so many ppl say tat .
BLOODY IDIOT !!!
u tink u are a very gd __/__ mehs !
zzzzzzzzz
pls la . u wan smth to be done
OPEN UR GOLDEN MOUTH !
i will do one lors .
if u tink i m irresponsible !
so and find other ppl then !
W A D E V E R !
I H AT E U

2008-04-06T21:01:00.003+08:00

ytd was ATF .
overall .. quite okae la .
FLYING FOX IS THE NEW LOVE (=
lols ..
the guys haf some new game ytd huh ? *GRINS*
i m so lucky tat i m a girl . LOLS
okae . the bus trip abit sucky ..
make me feel lyk VOMITING
then the boat was okae . jus tat i scared i drop into the sea . HAHAS .
i got quite a no. of photos .
but i cant seem to load it into my com .
AWWWWWWWW .
i will try to upload it asap (=
its gonna be a short short post .
cuz i tot the photos cud do all the talkin
but ... anyways .
forget it lors .

[ tis part is gone cuz i dun wan misunderstandings to happen AGAIN (= ]

2008-04-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

ahs! sry for not bloggin for so long .
laziness somehow got da better of me (=
anyways . yaaa ... today was x-country
i tink its a damn failure thing la .
when the *pooonkkkk* sound
everyone was practically W A L K I N !
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...
which sch so "zai" 3/4 of sch's population WALK
i did duty .. and ya . i eff-ing dun wan to go into details
aft tat last min decision to go and support the sec 3s for their classification shoot (=
chiong-ed home to take my full u (=
went to sch then set off to HTA
CONGRATS to those who passed their marksman (=
dun be sad for those who didnt ...
i noe how u all feel ... (=
cheer up huh !!!

anyways ...
i jus wan to say .
how come ppl can jus do tat to someone
HELLO ....
tat person got feelings one lehs !
imagine u all are the ones being outcasted ?
zzz . wadeva la . i cant be bothered with u all

sec 2s !
i m here to blog abt u all again (=
JIAYOUS for u all de promo okae ?
i noe tis few days ALOT of trainings
but ya ... first bitter lata sweet (=
endure abit and *poof* ur promo has past (=
i reali reali will miss u all aft i step down !
awwww . how sweet of me =X
okae . no sentimental words now ! hiak hiak hiak ...
wan to noe more ?
tune in to www.my-unchangeableattitude.blogspot.com EVERYDAY !
lols ...
i found out tat my lame-ness has LEVEL UP !

okae .. wadeva la huh
tml is ATF ! woohoo~!
but the truth is . i m not high at all
high fever got la . high-ness = 0 !
i go rest le . hope the temp. will go down (=
tata peeps !
AND PLS TAG ME !!!!

2008-03-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo .
promo was 2 days ago ..
we tot got bus fetch us go sia .
in the end ... we got cheated .
and guess WAD ?
the sun was SO SO SO HOT
when we reached cgs . we sort of became even more nervous .
i noe i didnt do reali well cuz of SOME reasons .
i cant say in my blog or i will be brewin troubles ...
those who went promo with me shud noe wad happen
cuz i was COMPLAINING ALL THE WAY . @#$%
those who dunno ... can come and ask me (:
aft promo . i changed and wait for the rest .
talked with the sec 1s .
aft tat we C-H-I-O-N-G back to sch in the rain =.=
i looked lyk someone who dropped into a puddle of water la !
- hair messy
- uni wet
then went to the meet-the-parent session .
OMGGGGGGGG ...
i cud not concentrate AT ALL .
i was fidgeting and TEARIN the plastic bag *valuable bag*
finally it was over ...
andy amanda and yiying waited for me .
THX .. and sorry ...... *u all shud noe why* (=

gd luck to the sec 2s for their upcoming promo !!!
woohooo ~~~!!!
mus pass okae !!

2008-03-22T22:39:00.004+08:00

actually . i was dread to blog ..
due to some unforeseen MOODSWING
wadeva la . but jus . i might haf BIGGER AND WIDER SWINGS tml .
hahas . dun ask me why . cuz its suppose to be UNforeseen
today's the campcraft com .
trust me . i was havin butterflies in my stomach .
juhaira was almost late . phew ..
went to HTA .
registered . and went to the holdin area shortly .
talked . crapped . and tot i was going to nosebleed again cuz my nose felt weird .
guess my nose is allergic to the hall ? LOLS . F.O.C
on the way to the pitch .
i saw mr khoo pointing at us and say : tis are my students ( in chinese )
he said to another officer of another sch ba .
he is proud of us (:
i saw him takin lyk lots of photos (:
when the 1 min check begin .
i was DAMN SCARED .
i ask for change of the spar once .
then ask for the change for the one beside .
then a WORSE one came .
i ask for change AGAIN .
and guess wad ?
we got somehow "arrowed"
cuz someone said : ask them bring their own spar then !
oops . anyway . dun change oso change le (:
then start of the com .
THE FEELIN IS WOOOOOOO~!
lols . the 12 mins is lyk 5 mins only .
i was shoutin lyk some maddo who ran away from the woodbridge la .
i scolded the logistics . *i tink i m mad*
the bricks are reali damn lousy la .
and our flag nv up CUZ the bloody nylon rope .
SPECIAL THANKS TO OUR LOT IC FOR HELPIN US (:
HE SAID HE WILL TAKE NOTE OF THE FLAG THING
tytytytytyt SO DAMN MUCH .
hahas . he even say we very kan jiong
THE FACT IS .... we are =X
when they ask for ppl to explain the basha .
i gave STUPID answers =X
shall not go into details (:
aft tat . took a group photo then ya . went off .
cuz the bus haven come . then we looked at the NPAP rehearsals
board the bus . MR KHOO TREATED US DRINKS !
THANK YOU SIR ! *salutes!*=P
went back sch then talk talk talk .
went tiong to eat .
went wy's hse mugged for promo (:
tats all for today ~!
BYEEEEEEE PEEPS .

GIRLS . I M SOOOOOO PROUD OF U ALL !!!

2008-03-22T00:12:00.002+08:00

today went shoppin with phuisee and bird .
its damn fun la .
thou its tiring and the fact tat i H A T E shoppin
i saw clothes tat are eff-ing nice .
and i promise to buy them ! LOLS .
anyway . ya . bird pulled me to a concert ( dunman sec )
its quite nice . thou we "xia sway" ourselves lyk .....
ppl were lyk starin at us ( me , bird , vivian , ian )
anyway .
ppl ... dun doubt . WE ARE MAD (:
their alumni performed ..
TRUST ME . ITS DAMN NICE LA !
especially the drummer ! woohoo !
i swear i m gonna learn la !
tat the concert . bird PS-ED us and went to take the sch bus with her cousin .
me and vivian walked to the bus stop and took bus .
reali enjoyed myself today (:
tml's competition .
nid to wake up early !
so ya . GD BYE EVERYONE !
ALUMNI RULES ! (:
LOLS . dun mind me (=

2008-03-20T22:01:00.003+08:00

can i say tat today's lyk the best np training i had ?
okae ... perhaps the first half wasn't nice .
i was feelin lousy and stuff AND the ulcer in my mouth wasn't makin things better .
nevertheless . i tried to smile .
thou i noe i cant smile WIDELY .
cuz my ulcer will kill me . LOLS
gawd . i pray for my ulcer to cure ASAP .
cuz i wan to motivate the team on sat !
i cant afford to not talk now !
girls . the impt time has come .
i reali cant emphasize enuff how thankful i m for all of u to come down for tis com.
i will not be with u all 2 yrs lata le ...
hopefully those who are enterin the com 2 yrs lata will achieve more !
but nv nv nv forget our memories for these few mths .
trust me . it will be in my heart .
i gettin freakin emo here . HAHAH .
how many chance do i haf left to be so emo for tis unit huh ?
aft i step down no chance le .
girls team . JIAYOU !
*i ran out of words to say . so pls refer to my previous posts for sentimental words(: *
sat is the com. WORK HARD !

anyway ........ i drifted from my thoughts .
i was suppose to talk abt the funny things tat happened .
the "WASHIN OF LOGISTICS" !
and innocent me got splashed by TAN YIYING !
i tink she helpin me wash my ear lors . HAHAS
tat mad girl always do crazy stuffs (:
or shud i say the whole girls team EXCEPT ME .
cuz i m the most serious and mature one ! (:

okae ppl . i reali nth to blog le . GD BYES

2008-03-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

hi everyone !
qianying is officially declared BROKE =)
awwww . dun cry . LOLS .
* admiring my own lame-ness *
ytd went to vivo with luvena , shirley , wanying and mr chua
FUNNNNNNNNNN ...!!!
aft tat was the trip to the heritage centre thing .
by the way : ERIC WAS MAD YTD .
from on the bus all the way ...
on the way back .
smth happened .
make the 3 of us DAMN FREAKIN ANGRY .
but . NVM . i shall R E L A X (=
lols . nth else to blog le .
BYEBYE !!!!!!!

2008-03-12T19:55:00.003+08:00

hmmm . today morning damn tired
almost cant wake up .
noe why ?
ytd arnd 9 plus two mad ones called me .
told me is accompany them cuz they wet .
cant go home .
in the end ..... we went to play basketball !
okae . skip all the paiseh part of me playin basketball with them
the best part is JEROME lost (=
he ran 10 rounds around the basketball court (:
woohoo !
aft tat crap abit then went home (:
the two mad ones are : guan cheng and jerome (:
hahas . okae la . nth else to blog le .
GD BYE EVERYONE !

and tml is the "outing" for the sec 2s ! =)

2008-03-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

sec 1 camp jus ended (:
had lots of fun !
but was damn tired .
2nd day i slp wherever i go xDD
1st day was rather okae . energy lvl 100%
then at night . sentry duty . went for 3 out of 4
aft tat got fire drill .
aft fire drill bathe .
bathe liao SLP !
slp at arnd 5am . woke up at 5.55am
raise the flag with the help of someone . xP
cook the milo liao . went up the hall to ask kianhwee wad the sec 1s eat .
he look at me blur blur . go look at the sec 1 name list
i was lyk : ehh ehh . the name list nv say wad they gonna eat la ..
he say wad bread bread . then i went to look for it .
and he went back to slp xD
soon it was BREAK CAMP !
mr khoo and mr chong said a few ending speech .
and mr khoo thanked us !! woo hoo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas . we did the " 3 cheers " thing ..
A LIFELESS CHEER xDD
hahas .

one final lap to the end of my npcc life (:
JIA YOU !!!

2008-03-06T21:24:00.009+08:00

hohohoho .
actually i dint noe wad to blog .
but .. i jus viewed some pics and decide to post them .
cuz he is sooooooooooooo HOTTTTTTTT xDDD
i wan his hair !!!!!

2008-03-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

ytd was SUPPOSE TO BE the girls team campcraft com
but ... cuz of the rain ...
it was postponed .
i woke up at 4 plus nearin to 5 .
prepared myself and went to BM mac to meet the girls .
we eat . joke . stress ourselves .
cabbed to sch cuz we saw the bus 139 drive away infront of us .
we took a group photo in sch and cheered the "yeah" thing .
btw .. the bus came LATE .
hahas .
on the way . it started to drizzle ..
we tot we were gonna be late .. but luckily ..
we didnt =X
at the place be4 going to holdin area ,
we talked abt alot of things .
i pointed out wad the girls nid to take note .
and all of us said some encouraging words .
when its time for us to go to the holdin area ..
all of us didnt noe whr to walk =X
at the holdin area . we continued to chat to de-stress
a while lata . one of the sir came to brief us on the com .
everything was perfectly alright .. but the moment the speech end .....
i began to nose bleed ...... * DAMN PAISEH *
our team almost got DQ cuz we dun haf reserve .
i kp sayin i m okae . then they let me back . *phew*
tats paiseh case no.1
aft tat ... they say thr will be some delay cuz something happened .. *raining*
then they ask who wan to go toilet .
ONLY OUR SCH ... the WHOLE girls team went to the toilet ..
tis is paiseh case no.2
aft 10am . they said the com is postponed ..
we walked in the rain to the bus
on my way .. i almost fell down and i scream lyk some gu - niang
everyone were lyk lookin at me ..
tis is paiseh case no.3 ..
aft we reach the sch .. we were dismissed aft a short while .
we went to tiong de kopitiam ..
ate and chat thr . a long long long long chat ..

then aft tat all go home .. nice day huh ?
LOLS ...

anyway .. girls team .
even thou we still haf to train for one more week .
i believe u all will persevere .
i haf seen perseverence in u all .
lyk wad i haf said ytd ...
we started off with a team of 4-5 ppl .
totally haf no guarantee of havin a full team ..
a team who always hurt our hands , legs any whr u all can hurt .
and pasting plasters lyk nobody's business ..
till now ..
a team tat has bonding , perseverence and commitment .
i believe u all haf noticed the changes within u .
lets chiong for the one last week .
and make it to the top 50 !
lets prove to those who look down on qtss girls team tat they are WRONG .
JIAYOUS !

2008-02-26T10:55:00.002+08:00

hahahaha .
now then i noe frenship can be so vulnerable ..
u can treat someone as a fren for so long
yet u dunno tat the person nv treat u as a fren be4 ..
sensitive ....
wads the prob with everyone ?
lookin at ppl's blog .
and tat post is bitchin abt someone but nv put name
if the viewer jus not happy with the owner .
they will start sayin tat the person is bloggin abt them ..
why dun clarify ?
wads the matter la ?
so now .. blogs have became a tool of evidence alrdy ?
wadeva la . i dun care . gd luck peeps .

2008-02-22T21:41:00.003+08:00

hello (:
decidded to thank ppl on my blog .
today i went into rage ..
i didnt scream or shout . i jus angry till i cried .
i even went into toilet to hit the wall using my fist.
thanks bird to lyk console me
and oso simon for his tissue paper (:
thanks to melvin , choy peng , the sec 4s and 5s , wanying
and many other ppl (:
i reali appreciate it alot ...
u all made me stronger . i mean it (:
thanks to melvin again to help me buy tissue paper (:
i reali cant thank u guys enuff .
reali >.< thanks for tellin me the true meaning of frens .
and some even told me off .. (:
u all made me understand tat its not worth it to cry or hurt myself cuz of tat person

anyway .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX AKA ZIPPY !!

2008-02-21T21:38:00.002+08:00

damn u damn u .
bloody freak .
no frens then come find my clique . omg .
LISTEN UP .
U ARE A DOWNRIGHT ASSHOLE
i noe u are tryin to take revenge .
but . SO SORRY .
u wont win . cuz i m confident tat i will still be with them (:
so see tis .
D A M N Y O U
go home la . only noe how to snatch frens . omg ..
G O H O M E .
i will nv lyk u . nv accept u as my fren .
dun act pitiful in front of my frens .
wad u get is wad u D E S E R V E .
I H A T E Y O U

2008-02-20T18:14:00.003+08:00

i reali very upset today eh .
not tryin to let ppl lyk pity me or wad .
but ..
TIS IS MY BLOG . i can post my feelings rite ?!
i reali dunno wad happen to my clique .
quarrelings . unhappiness .
ehs . cant we be lyk last yr ?!
why mus haf quarrels and unhappiness ?
but between quarrelings and unhappiness .
i rather u all quarrel .
cuz if u all are unhappy with each other and u all kp inside urself
its unhealthy laaaa .
but ... after a quarrel .
can we jus be frens back ?
hais . why mus we turn out to be lyk tat ?
soooooooooooooooooo NOT CLOSE anymore ..
are we not a clique anymore ?
jus quarreling partners huh ?!
i m reali very upset .
why relationships are falling tis yr ?
love relationships and frenships ..
ppl arnd me are havin such probs .
i jus dun wish the same thing to happen to my clique u noe ...
i jus hate it .... hais ..
can we return to the past ?

but still then ..
thr are happy things to blog abt (:
gd job to all who run today !
u all complete the race!
as long as u haf put in ur best of effort .
u are alrdy a winner (:
Mr S.S , nx time rmb to hear voices arnd u when u running kaes ..
i shout ur name lyk siao . yet u say : got mehs . RAWRNESS .

xDDDDD

2008-02-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

tml is sports heats !!
jiayous to the two mr sohs !
and oso to all who are running (:

to tat one .
pls dun make me worry !
take care of urself for heaven's sake .
ZZZZZZ . (:

tinkin of whether to pon sch tml or not .
oh well .... lets see (:

2008-02-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

yeahh ...
i survived the flag day (:
not reali survived totally .
yeah . dun wan to go into details wad happened (:
and .. tan . i noe u are feelin guilty now .
its okae . i m fine le
hahas . dun nid at all .
okae . watch CJ7 with poony , yh they all
ITS NICE !! and first time watch movie with poony and yh . hehehehhehe
okae . today is the boy's training .
so many bad things happened .
anthony lost his specs .
simon injured his hand
norman whack his knee .
okae .. he didnt whack it on purpose ... accidentally whacked it
okae . yeah . not a gd sign . but lets not be superstitious . LOLS .
jiayou everyone !

2008-02-16T00:36:00.003+08:00

today's training was okae ....
perfect.....ly quiet .
i nid to try to get use to the quietness . (:
jus had a long chat on msn with da rat ( mr soh )
guessed many things jus poured out on its own ?
HAHAS .
1st time we chatted so long .
thanks for killin my boredom . i hated it .
u can be very nice if u wan to (:
thanks reali alot
i appreciate it .
tml's flag day . oh well .... hahas

2008-02-14T21:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!
thanks everyone for ur presents!!
gek hwee , desiree , phuisee , pricilla , shanel , charmaine , munyee , yueting !!
u are all loved by me . i promise !
best valentine's ever xD
thanks to those who wished me anyway ,
i guess , being single during valentine's day is da best ?
*GLEAMS*
tml is TD .
oh well ................
tml the sec 1s are coming in !
hope to see familiar faces !!!!! xDD
sec 2s . dun be jealous .
i still love u all . hahas !

and we finally got back to the past (:
i m so happy now .
for tis . i m willing to cough for one more day (: [ tis is crap ]
seeing u was nv enuff to me .
but now . it is .
breath-taking

2008-02-13T19:21:00.004+08:00

hihihihihihihihi !
wan to noe why i so happy ?
cuz i noe alot of secrets today (:
stayed back to see CCC boys team practice today
gossiped with the girls
KNOW ALOT OF SECRETS (:
anyway . secrets are healthy .
but if u kp it from me . ITS UNHEALTHY !
noe wad ?
i LOVE edward cullen !

" If there is any way for me to become human for u - no matter wad the price is , i will pay it . "
-edward cullen- Pg 273 [ ECLIPSE ]

i tink if i hear tis from someone .
i will faint .
ITS SO SWEET LA
anyway . for those who dunno .
edward is a vampire xDDD
i m tired . freakin tired .
tinkin of why is he reacting tat way to me
i reali hate it when we are infront of each other
but we are not talkin
we aren't even sayin hi .
no jokes . NOTHING
not smsing . everything with communication does not haf any link with us
when i try to start a conver.
u will reply shortly
wad is it tat i haf done ?
i hate the silence .
i reali hate it .. its lyk a torture to me .
i m tired . cant tink of anything .
in a foul mood now .
i guess all i can do is read my book now . tata

2008-02-11T19:20:00.000+08:00

dint blog for many days xDD
now my voice is MARVELOUS (:
lols . nvm .
7 feb - a day tat led me to dilemma .
on one hand - i wan to stay in sch to find him .
on the other hand - i wan to go cuz i wan to avoid him .
in the end . i chose to leave .
perhaps dint wan to make myself disappointed if i nv see him
whether he got come or not . i reali dunno .
i reali enjoy my b'dae !
thanks to so so so so many ppl
esp. yy andy amanda guanrong yunzhen joshua
thanks for the cake and the cd !!
and the LIE (:
i m very touched !
u all rocks !!
ytd went "BAI-NIAN" with the group .
WAS DAMN FUN !
we gambled and stuff .
haf fun and GOT ANG-BAOS !
u all rocks laaaaaaaaaa xDDDDD
kaes la . blog tml xDD

2008-02-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

hohoho . merry christmas .
WRONG FESTIVAL !
okae . nvm
uhs . going to be my b'dae and CNY le .
my wishlist :
1. lots of angbao =D
2. lots of presents ! =DDDDDDDD
3. CAKE !!!! doubt i can get one ): cuz CNY
4. frens celebrate with me (((((:
5. i dunno le xDDD

okae . tml got sch . so...
SAYONARA (:

2008-02-03T02:32:00.000+08:00

i guess .. ppl reali do get emo when they are alone
if u are someone who hates emo-ness.
pls dun cont. readin tis .
read other posts (:
i swear tat they are nice (: LOLS

okae . it goes :
lots of wad ifs goes on in my mind
wad if i jus die tml ?
wad if i fail my O's ?
wad if i lose wad i haf now ?
wad if monday nv comes ?
wad if i forget all my gd memories ?
wad if i forget all my bad memories ?
wad if everything in the world collapse ?
wad if i cant pass up my dnt ?
wad if my cca disappoint me ?
wad if i disappoint my cca ?
wad if i disappoint my parents ?
wad if no one rmbs my b'dae ?
wad if everyone hates me ?
wad if i hate everyone ?
wad if i cry ?
wad if i hate myself ?
wad if thr are a million "wad ifs" ?

okae . dun wan go tink abt it le .
cuz i aint emo okae ?!
thanks to those who read even thou it was real emo (:

2008-02-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

sry for not bloggin
jus attend the "high achievers" course
its damn nice okae !!
coach david is lyk so motivating .
okae . shall not go into details here .
wan to noe the course ?
GO PAY MONEY AND LISTEN *gleams*
i m a "I" personality , a right brainner and a kinestatic learner (:
and it all adds up to the word : RANDOM (:
and i reali enjoy the course
and the same ending : i cried
but the most scary thing is : i m the ONLY ONE tat cried
okae . i go study le . GD BYE

2008-01-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

omg . today is lyk .. the worst day ever ?!
2 tests in the first half of the day !
hope i dun screw them la huh .
copied chapter AGAIN cuz i FORGOT to bring my physics txtbk
i emphasize again . i FORGOT . F-O-R-G-O-T
tml is POA test .
"yeah-ness" cuz i m gonna flunk it the 2nd time
and sihao is gonna luff at me for the 2nd time
tml got training . uhs .
*NO COMMENTS* hahas
btw ppl viewing my blog pls arhs . TAG okae .
the counter of ppl kp increasing but only a few ppl tag .
hahas . wow-ness yeah ?
today went to hall and saw those ppl gettin their results
GRATS to those who scored well
SMILE to those who didnt get their expectation (:
dun be sad .
every failure is the starting point of a success destination (:
tml will be a long day . so yeah
TADA . i go into my pathetic little lala land AGAIN (:

2008-01-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

woohoo . first of all
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENEDICT ! lols

girls team .
u all are getting better and better (:
i may scream i may shout . but tis is wads gonna happen (:
so . ya . ENDURE !
tats wad npcc cadets shud do okae ?!
lets endure it all the way till the com
*i noe some of u aren't willin to come down for the training . but tink in a practical way then . if u all dun haf the "feel" to come down . tink , thrs CCA points for tis com . so ya . BEAR WITH IT ! *

my mood was actually very gd
till i saw some's comment in another person's blog
tat says bad things abt npcc .
trust me . i m PISSED OFF
wad rights u haf to comment abt npcc ?!
u are not a cadet of npcc
so shut up la . u noe npcc mehs ?
IF NOT . pls kindly SHUT UP .
even if u are a cadet .
i DESPISE u .
cuz u urself as a cadet dun respect ur own cca .
and u even smear the name of npcc .
wad is tis ?

okae . studies is still okae for me .
lots of stress but can handle (:
jus now aft training went tiong with the girls .
stayed at tiong with yy till lyk 8.45pm
tok damn lots of things . (:

okae la . tml still got lyk damn lot of test .
BYE FOR NOW (:

2008-01-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

wahahahahhaha
thank to tat SOMEONE (:
i m gonna be a reasonable human cum wuguii species (:
u oso arhs . okae ?
listening to 5566's disc now .
OMG . ITS DMAN NICE OKAE
hahas .
okae la . tml still got training . i go rest le .
short post today (:

2008-01-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

i lost my wallet today .
and haf made a police report .
the person who steal my wallet , if u are someone who is my fren
i reali wan to tell u tis
i dun wish to noe who are u . cuz i m utterly disappointed
all i wish is tat u can put my wallet back to my table by tml .
i dun care if u haf spent the $$ in my wallet alrdy
jus return my IC and all those important stuff
jus tink , if u are u one who lose the wallet . WILL U BE SAD
if u will be sad . pls return me
reason why i wan to get back my IC and the other cards is cuz replacing all these cards nid $$
my mother alrdy spent alot of money on me .
if she is to replace the my cards . it will cost a bomb
so i appeal to u . pls put back my wallet on my table by tml .
if not . i might take actions le .
i reali dun wish to do anything . cuz i believe the person who take my wallet is someone who noe me
i reali cant believe tat someone who noes me will do such a thing
pls put it on my table by tml kaes ? reali pls ..
u take the cash nvm . return my IC and all those .
thank u alot

2008-01-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

hello ! sry for not lyk bloggin so long .
my com crashed . then now then repair hao .
girls team finally got full team le .
which means .
CHIONG-ING time for campcraft com
gd luck to both girls and boys team
UNITY IS STRENGTH xDD
damn tired . ate smth wrong . LOLS
retarded me sia . tml is another TIRING DAY .
cuz morning got two perriods of physics .
afternoon will haf remedial - PHYSICS again !
i wan chemistry la !
okae . today i got my first praise of the yr from TAN , aka MR TAN
cuz of the maths test .
OMG LA . i oso cant believe i got 12/15
FYI . i nv get double digit for lyk AGESSSSSSSSSSSS
i got a "gd" written on my paper .
OMG . I M SO GONNA LAMINATE IT .
jus kiddin .
and to the YOU YOU YOU .
the way u speak today damn zzz la .
RAWR . if i in bad mood i sure strangle u .
and i managed to "kop" norman's thing . LOLS
but nvm . i poke u le xD
waiting for sat to come ASAP
cuz i wan to SLP . LACKIN OF SLP .
and yeah . off i go to my precious little PATHETIC lala land xDD

2008-01-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

omg . crap crap crap .
girls team de timing is 8am !
sry girls !!
okae . friday was CRAP .
noe why ?
- timing for com was bad
- HE broke his promise .
- and some other reasons
okae . u may not be at fault for breakin ur promise .
BUT BUT BUT
u still broke it .
yeah . and i dun wan talk to u liaos .
rawr !!! uh . see how la .
tml got training . gonna go SLP .
BYEBYE

2008-01-10T19:04:00.000+08:00

my hamster jus passed away .
seriously no mood to blog .
sry . shall blog tml .

2008-01-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

omg . rmb my previous post ?
i asked if i m short rite ?
today height and weight measurement .
and ...
I M TALL . jus tat ppl are taller .
LOLS . I M LAME .
i very much wan to blog abt tat incident .
but haf decided not to .
reason is cuz i dun wish to sour our relationship cuz of tis post
i understand smtimes the things u say dun mean wad u wan to say .
but i m one who jus listens to the first sentence and if its a bad thing
i will seriously FLARE UP .
u shud noe my temper de la .
frens dun nid to explain so much things de xDD
did a damn silly thing during POA test today !
gonna FAIL my first POA test !
and to the tat someone .
u are testing my patience .
i seriously am not gonna talk to u anymore !
S H U T U P

2008-01-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

i m startin to be unable to cope with studies le .
sumtimes in class i will seriously dunno wad the teacher is teachin la
ahhs . mus study hard hard hard .
aft sch was campcraft training .
nth special happened . all the normal routine
aft tat went tiong . ate . took 851 with andy to BMC to take 167 home
aft i alight from the bus . i walked the "scary" passage tat i normally wouldnt wan to walk
i was walkin half way when i saw a guy behind me la .
then i turned back and looked at him thrice till suddenly i heard my name being called
it was jerome seow mumu xDD see . i called u tat okae .
we chit chated . and he said tat i was short !!
m i reali SO SHORT ?!
aft we separate ways , i sms-ed him
yeah . chit chat abt lots of things xD
norman was online . so jus asked him : m i short ?
his answer was : no . very ok .
omg . i thank norman sooo much laaaaaa .
u rocks !!!
jus dun blush so much HAHAS
jerome . u promised to rmb my b'dae okae !
dun forget or i will bite u ! hahas .
i reali enjoy sms-ing with u la .
cuz u sound as retarded as me !! xDDDD

2008-01-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

cca open house jus ended
so many dao and cute sec 1s
btw . dao is one category . cute is another .
hahas . many funny things happened tat day
left 4 mths in npcc le
final lap to O lvl
very worried for myself as i haf been SLACKIN .
i better work hard now then relax aft O's
JIAYOU LIAO LO .
and JIAYOU to the sec 2 cadets !!

2008-01-04T20:17:00.000+08:00

i dun reali bother if i will get scolded by posting tis .
cuz i m reali damn angry la .
my commitment and passion for "tat" is gone .
i only got my commitment and passion at sec 2 end of yr .
i noe its very late . but at least . i dare to say when i sec 3 , i m commited to it
but now ? i seriously dunno .
the "tat" reali change to a different tradition now .
i reali dunno wad to say abt it .
compare my sec 1 life and now de they all . is reali big difference lors
why is the thing lyk tat nw ?
wads the point man ?
give up all hopes . commitment ALL GONE .
i shall shut my mouth now .
i believe my position will change aft he re-look into the thing . but .. well ..
nvm . i haf nth to say alrdy

2008-01-01T19:13:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO . 2008 IS HERE !
byebye to my all my BAD BAD YEARS !
reali reali wish 2008 will be a good yr . xDDD
tml school reopen le xD
i miss everyone !!!!!

2007-12-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

thanks to
yueting
jinyuan
jinhao
luvena
for tagging at my blog regardin tat incident
i admit i m damn sad .
but reali thank you for consoling me
u all reali made my day laa
anyway . grats to those who pass .
especially my sec 1s who passed their LCP
i m reali very very happy for u all .
i may not pass . but seeing u all pass is reali a very happy occasion to me
work hard for ur CPL !
as long as u all pass . i fail oso nvm lerhh

2007-12-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

today's feelings was a mixed .
happy cuz POP dint reali have a big big prob .
damn disappointed in myself cuz i fail my ssgt again .
i saw the results tat time , my heart sank .
i passed my 1st class drill badge but i fail my ssgt
wads the point of getting the 1st class drill badge when i fail my ssgt and cant get to wear the badge ?
i m reali at a loss of words .
i dunno wad to say la
i m lyk ... oh god . i failed again
mr khoo say he will help me double check my results but i doubt tat it will change to a gd news
forget it . i m alrdy demoralised to take anymore promotion tests alrdy . I GIVE UP .
i hate myself . perhaps i m not cut out for npcc ?
dunno la . damn demoralise now !
cryin now and then ....

2007-12-24T13:42:00.001+08:00

i deleted tat post le
since it caused so much misunderstandings / unhappiness / conflicts
i m tired of all tis

2007-12-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

went shopping at VIVO just now xD
bought a new cage for WUGUII ( finally )
hahas . i promised wuguii tat i will buy a cage for him very long le
but dun haf the money . but today finally bought it !!
anyway arhs . for those who dunno .
wuguii is my HAMSTER's name xD
now is 12 plus am le .
suppose to be slping now cuz tml will be a very tiring day arhs !
going for service and then go countdown wif my npcc peeps xD
i personally LOVE wuguii alot alot and alot ...
hees ....

2007-12-23T02:04:00.000+08:00

YEAH . CHRISTMAS IS COMING !
hope EVERYONE gets at least one present !
santa claus , i m very guai tis yr !
hahas . i m mad liao lo
hmmmm . last friday was npcc training
its seriously OMG la huh
dun wan to go into details . jus very OMG
28dec is POP !! YEAHH !!
must wish me gd luck tat nth will go wrong arhs !
sch gonna re-open le . OH GOSH .
hahas . anyway .
i would lyk to say : WELCOME
to those who thank me for the small little tiny miniature present
hahas . hope u all lyk it !
i LOVE npcc . XDDD

2007-12-20T01:43:00.001+08:00

hmmmm . actually i haf nice news to blog abt oso
on monday . campcraft girls team got a new record of 7 ppl coming !
thou its not full team yet . but i m still very delighted .
i feel tat the girls team is reali bonded in a "transparent" way
thou we dun reali go out together much but we got a common goal !
tat is to work hard for the com
thou we got punished on monday by doing the blood SIBLINGS
but yeah . it was then we were more bonded XD
lets work hard ! woohoo~!

2007-12-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm .
SO LONGGGG since i blogged .
ehh . i've been in abit of stress recently .`
hmmm . POP preparations . campcraft com .
and going to plan wif other ppl the CCA openhouse nx yr .
can consider as "happy stress" ba ?
stress but i enjoy it . use campcraft com as example ;
smtimes i reali dunno wad to do . as in how to make the girls team learn the best way
then will stay up late making PP slides for them .
i dun feel tat its troublesome or wad . or rather i feel happy to help them in tis way
tml got training . i feelin quite happy xD
cuz last friday dun haf training . but me and a few girls went to see how the guys train
i can see the improvements in the girls team .
so lets JIAYOU huh ?!
dun let others look down on us .

i gave myself 120days .
yeah . tats all i haf to give up
VERY SHORT LEHS .
but i reali nid to do tat
so yeah . BLOG TML . BYEBYE XD

2007-12-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

yeahh !! NCOLTC is finally OVER . phewwwww
its niceee =DD
[ doing my mini reflection here ((: ]
hmm . rmb first day when i go .
i had a SUPER negative mindset la .
i m lyk : die liao . sure die de .
but it was rather okae ((:
2nd day was even more tiring .
but endurance is a MUST !
i rmb someone said tis : if u expect ur cadet to do tis . u urself haf to be able to do it
3 days pass soooo fast .
today was rather short .
learnt advanced foot and rifle drills . hmmm
then its GAMES XDDD
its the initiative game . nice game .
aft games is debrief then take cert.
each one of us in grp 3 had a card written by our instructors .
its SO SWEET la .
encouraging words are GD FOR HEALTH ((:
i thank them so so so so so much =D
okae la . thats all . i m TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-11-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

got a very happy thing happen .
cannot go into much details .
shhhhh xD
abit unbelieveable ((:
i still smiling to myself now .
heartbeat super fast . lols .
i abit dun haf self control . hees .
dunno la . super high !
okae . nvm . better stop bloggin .
be4 i blurt everything out ((:

2007-11-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm . today first day of NCOLTC
startin i reali tot i will die .
in the end . i realise tat its not as SCARY as i tot .
as long as we do our part . no scoldins no punishments .
learnt alot of things today .
reflected on how i teach the sec 1s
some ways are okae . some ways are wrong .
the booklet they give us is super useful la .
clear alot alot of my doubts ((:
tml is my MOI for lashings .
HOPE I DO WELL ! xD
thanks poony [ zhaowei ] for jokin wif me ((:
rmbb to bring white socks arhs !!
okae la . i go rest liao . plus prepare for tml ((:
shall blog abt tml's training

2007-11-28T00:23:00.000+08:00

ehs . decided to talk abt tat time de bbq . hmmm .
althou past very long liaos . but .
got one very funny thing i reali wan to say .
hmmm . last yr got one stupid rumor tat i lyk one of my CI [ ITS FAKE ]
then hmmm . i tot it was [A] who spread it .
in the end . in the "gossip" session we had tat day .
i found out tat it was the one who said was my fren who spread it .
hahahahas . tat "fren" even said alot alot of things tat are damn rude .
tat "fren" kp sayin wad hate backstabbers . and even say i backstab her .
ehs . PLS HORS .
i nv tot of doing tat until u do so much GREAT things behind me .
i hated the wrong group of ppl so long .
u created so much trouble and conflicts .
wadeva la . aft nx yr i wont see u liao .
I M SO HAPPY . backstab me for all u wan now . I DUN CARE .

hehes . aft sayin all tis i feel so WOO . hahas
tuition haf been rather fun .
the teacher ;; mr chan quite patience wif us .
hope nx yr O's my maths can pass ((:
i wan to take the course i wan !!

campcraft training is rather okae .
althou thrs abit abit of conflict
i apologise to those who i haf screamed at .
i abit stressed up wif things
sry to :
boys team - tat time sabo u all . make u all help us pack up the "basha" we made
noe u all not very happy . so apologise to u all .
simon norman - sry for shoutin at u all . i very bad-tempered . sry sry . i wont
be lyk tat le .
girls team - so sry . scream at u all to reply me when we havin the trial run .
i shud haf use a better approach . so sry . lets achieve more as a team =D
and oso a very BIG THANK YOU to the girls team .
we manage to build smth up ((:
althou its not perfect . but its everyone's hard work !
i reali hope everyone will come down for training kaes ?
only when its full team then we can achieve more ((:

counting down 2 more days to NCOLTC .
wonder how will it be lyk ?
hope i can survive thru it ((:

okae la . blog alot le .

2007-10-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

actually i m alrdy freakin tired liaos
but decided to blog so tat i wont be unable to slp .
the main reason why i will blow up is cuz i m alrdy freakin tired
i was waiting for N to talk finish so tat i can go and slp
he added J in . okae nvm . i still can withstand AWHILE MORE
but my patience lvl is to its max liao .
anyone dare to say . u tired u wont no patience de ?
they started suaning me . okae nvm . i still endure abit
i tell N to dun overboard .
they dun wan listen . still wan to continue .
i dun argue wif them . i jus used a very attitude way to tell them i m pissed
then i close the conver liaos .
i jus sarcastically told norman : thanks for suaning me la .
then ai yarhs . wadeva la . the rest of the story i m TOO tired to type out .
i m at fault by showin them attitude . and talkin to them sarcastically .
but can they jus put themselves in my shoes ?
i m alrdy freakin tired . and the two of them lyk tat .
if normal time or when i m NOT tired .
they lyk tat i still dun mind . i can still joke wif them
but i emphasize . I M FREAKIN TIRED !!
if they are not willing to tink tis way . i oso dunno wad to say .
i will apologise for showin attitude .
but for me to apologise for me being xiaoqi .
sry . i sort of cant do it .
u two are my frens . i wont hate u all for tis .
but wad abt u two ?
i noe u two dun mean any harm la . jus let me cool down first .
the rest is up to u all le . i m reali very tired .
i cried due to tis incident and believe i will cry myself to slp tonight .
tats the price i haf to pay . wad else ?

2007-10-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

awww . npcc didnt win the competition )):
but nvm . wad we truly gained from tis competition is
TEAMWORK + even stronger bond ((:
thou we quarrelled lots for tis thing .
especially simon and norman .
but in the end . the quarrels make us grow stronger ((:
i will rmb the times we spend durin tis period .
the times we spend at the range ((:
the times when i didnt dare to do things .
and u all encourage me =DD
the moment we spend being nervous together ((:
* simon , thanks for tellin me how to be not nervous ((:
a big THANK YOU to u all for EVERTHING
everything happen becus of u all
let the bond never break =DD
i loveee all of u . my da insane clique ((:
DA INSANE IS LOVEEEE =DDD

for those going OBS .
* simon norman chaoqin junjie
i will miss u all de .
take care okae ?!
dun be so tan till i cant recognize u all ((:

ytd was da official last day of sch =DD
had training for the sec 1s
they are the batch tat i m proud of .
but they somehow disappoint me ytd )):
oh well . its the past . i still lovee them ((:
WORK HARD and make me even prouder of u all !
btw . thank you for those sec 3s who stayed back
some of u * simon and norman even thou u all wan to go home
but in the end u all still stayed .
i m reali very touched =DD *kiddin =P*

i lovee my clique ((:
da insane
simon norman zhaowei yong hwee me simpson issac jeffrey

2007-10-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

YEAHH !!
NPCC GOT INTO THE FINALS OF PROJECT AD !!
HOORAYYYYYYY =DDD
tml is the grand final ((:
HOPE WE WILL WIN !!
today practice quite hard ((:
everyone mus vote for us arhs . hahas
hehes .
finally bought a commonwealth house t shirt ((:
hahas . gonna wear it . hahas
nth much to blog .
go polish my boots for tml le ((:
BYES

2007-10-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

aft being "emo" for so long .
i come to a decision .
no point being so emo now la
it wont help him .
i shall be da KAI XIN GUO to cheer ppl up ((:
i shall not be sad anymore !!!!!!
wahahahahs
btw .
CONGRATS MR KHOO FOR HIS NEWBORN BABY GIRL ((:
best wishes for tat baby ((:
SHE WILL GROW UP HEALTHY AND PRETTY ((:

2007-10-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

its been a long long time since i last blogged .
i have many things to blog abt .
but decided to blog abt one incident only .
whenever i m in trouble or having any unhappiness .
my clique will lyk be thr for me la .
but now one of them is havin trouble and YET
i cant seem to do anything to help tat person
m i reali so useless ?
i cried lyk dunno wad and seriously haf no mood to talk .
i tot of fakin a smile out but it seems to fail .
wads the point of me acting happy ?
it wont help tat person at all .
all i could do is to pray hard for tat person to cheer up ((:

btw . why some ppl say i m NOT a MS NICE arhs ?
cuz i everytime give black face ?
or cuz i everytime find trouble ? *NO WAY*

2007-10-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm . suddenly tot of two person .
one person is one tat spoilt my sec 1 life .
another one is one tat brought light to my life since sec 1 :D
the one who spoilt my sec 1 life is only now then i tink of him
the one who u noe.... hahas . i haf nv stop tinkin .
i oso dunno why i will tink abt tat idiot now .
perhaps i m reali too angry wif him le ?
i told myself tat i HATE him
but somehow whenever i see him . i will haf those IDIOTIC flashbacks
zzz =.=
i reali dun wan see him anymore liao la . but how to avoid lehs ?
NO IDEA =.=
if tat idiot is viewing this now . pls tell me how to avoid u ?
i dun wan to tink abt u liao la =.=
lols . retarded me . @#$%

NPCC was rather okae .
went east coast for CIP :D
abit weird but quite fun
Mr Khoo spent $88 on drinks for the whole unit .
LOLS . THANK YOU :DDDD
tis wed will haf extra training for the sec 1s .
u all haf the potential to pass de .
put in ur very best and u all can be the very gd squad :DD

today went escape :DDDDDDDDDDD
uhh . nth reali special . EXCEPT
i was playin the [ flippers ]
cuz u noe la . i lyk to fidget arnd .
then the STUPID GUY nv see me haven sit down PROPERLY
then go close the thing .
the worst thing is :
IT HIT MY HEAD . DAMN U #$%@
pain u noe ?! u wan try being hit by tat damn thing ?
the best part is .
i shouted : CONCUSSION LA .
he didnt even say sry .
ehhhs . wad type of GD attitude sia .
I HEREBY ANNOUNCE TAT I HATE U . LOLS
today got 3 rides nv open so escape gave us 4 extra FREE admission tickets
THANK YOU !!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
today super high . hehes . maybe cuz i slpp too much liao ?
okae la . blog too long liaos .

AND . TO NORMAN .
I SWEAR BE4 UR NAME WILL BE ON MY BLOG HORS ?
SEE SEE SEE
NORMAN U EVIL HAMHAM !! :DDDD
i didnt break my promise LOLS .
must thank me on tues if not i strangle u !!

2007-10-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE MEHHMEHH =D

hmmm . exams gonna finish liao .
i did my best le . now is see hais ... LOLS
today celebrated mehhmehh's b'dae at his hse .
together wif yx , jeff , jj , yh and zw XD
P.S norman and simon why u all nv come ?! =P
after exams then blog longer de ba (:

to tat LAMER
if u wan to ka my jiao wei rite .
pls do it to my enemies .
dun ka my jiao wei to MY frens
how many times haf i forgiven u cuz u ka my jiao wei liao ?
today early in the morning go ppl's class to ka my jiao wei .
u very free hors ?
dun nid study arhs ? or cuz u noe u sure fail liao ?
lame piece of shit .
stop acting friendly to me can ? i noe its fake one la .
the more u act . the more i tink u er xin only la .
if u lyk to ka ppl's jiao wei so much .
THEN KA MY JIAO WEI INFRONT OF ME LA .
dun dare arhs ? LAME
dun force me to scold u la . i dun scold u dun mean tat i scared .
I JUS CANT BE BOTHERED TO TALK TO U
dun act anymore . U SUCK

2007-09-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

hmmmm . nth special these few days .
btw . i will NOT be blogging until after EOY EXAM
wish me gd luck !! =D
cya ! ((:

*i hate that bitch #$%@ . shoo off can ?

2007-09-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

happy mid-atutmn festival to everyone !!
NOT ME ! =X
no laterns no candles . worst still NO LANTERN WIF MUSIC AND LIGHT !!
lousy day for me . )):
DAMNIT .
then SOMEONE still going out lata . HORS ?!
my day is SPOILT . CRIES .
got baq my test paper . no sweets from kenneth .
WTF ?!
stupid kenneth la . bet wif me . then i lose . @#$%
started reading a comic call [ Vampire Knight ]
OMG . ITS DAMN NICE LA . zzz .
but rather ex @#$%
but i m jus gonna read the entire series !!!
saw a pair of cross earrings tat are EFF-ING NICE ytd
was SO tempted to buy la .
but my finance pulled me baq . NO MONEY -.-"
even if i share money wif jeff to get one side of the earring .
I STILL HAVE TO PAY $23 ?!
ONE SIDE LEHHS !
ahhs . i pray hard tat money drop from the sky .
FAT HOPE =X
okae larhhs . dunno wad to blog liaos .
*MISSING IN ACTION* =D

2007-09-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm . ytd and today went out to study .
ytd is go bukit merah mac to study .
today is go meh meh's house (:
study from 1 plus all the way to 4 plus 5 ..
aft tat was angry wif mehmeh over some trvial stuff
then they play x box i at thr see .
then play till sian liao . mehhmehh go on the " 爱情魔法师 "
he is super entertained by one part la .
总监： “你是什么？"
小贝： “总监，我是猪”
总监： “什么样的猪”
小贝： “不会洗头发的猪”
lols . he will alwaes luff when we are reminded of this part (:
hors ?
mehh mehh is 喜欢跳的mehhmehh =D
hees . SEE THIS ARHHS !!
okae larhs . nth much to blog liao . blog again tml (: BYES

2007-09-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

it has been 3 days since i last blogged
and 4 days since da last npcc training (:
i could use the word CONTENTED or even better word to describe
my feelings when i heard one of the sec 1s sayin tat she miss npcc
same thought as her . hahas .
i wan NPCC la !!
faster end of yr exam finish can ?!
i m lyk addicted to npcc ?
lols . okae . tis sounds funny . lols
i wud lyk to thank all those who encouraged me during the DOWN PERIOD
cud say tat is they taught me not to give up barhs
my sec 1s oso did alot to encourage me (:
i reali thank them alot .
okae . its study time !
and i m sick . ARGHHH !
byebyes (:

2007-09-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

it has been days since i last updated
many things happened .
i noe how many sec 1s pass their LCP liaos .
i wan shocked by the results .
when mr khoo told me the results .
lots of thoughts ran pass my mind
was it becuz i didnt teach them well ?
was it becuz the sec 1s were too nervous ?
was it becuz the sec 1s treat the test lyk nth ?
was it becuz i was too lenient to them when teachin them ?
lots and lots of such qns ran thru my mind .
i did a reflection and started to tink of new ways to teach them
i was very lucky to be able to attached to such a bubbly squad .
since the first day i see them . i haven regret .
i may be strict but all i wan is dat u all will learn from ur mistakes

ytd was the NPCC service day .
will never forget jeric's POSE OF THE DAY =D
due to some reason . i m not able to post it in my blog
sry to disappoint those whom i haf asked to view it here .
and for those sec 1s who go dawson to haf lunch wif us .
thanks for da laughter =D
i blow up at the sec 1s ytd for being rude to their ICs .
i hope nth lyk tis will happen again .
so pls learn kaes (:
gd luck ((:

2007-09-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

haiis .
i sort of starting to lose my enthusiasm in NPCC
i reali dun noe wads going on ?
perhaps aft all da remarks .
i feel tat i m not reali qualified to be a senior tat the sec 1s call me ?
i can say tat i give in my 100% when i teach them .
but did they see it ?
be4 they notice , they wudd be tinking tat we are slacking
i m not blaming them
perhaps 100% is not enuff .
maybe effort wifout the skill is not enuff .
i m gonna do my best till the "NCOPC"
i will try to learn wadeva i can and see if i can improve
if i cant . i will reali dunno wad to do liaos .
haiis .

and sec 1s . thanks for today's effort .
thanks for enduring weeks of SCREAMING from me
even thou i scream or pump u all so many times
i dun hate u all . all i wan was to train u all
i can see the potential in tis squad .
i dun mind spending time on u all .
but u all must haf the heart to learn .
gd luck for ur promo test results .
i apologise for not being able to be wif u all from the start .
i came only half way cuz i got Oral Exam
hope u all still regard me as ur senior (:

2007-09-05T01:15:00.000+08:00

today i watched hairspray wif them ((:
trust me . HAIRSPRAY ROCKS x33s
I WAN TO WATCH AGAIN !!! GRRRR
*SHOUT LYK SOME MAD WOMAN*
JEFFREY , CHAOQIN , YONG XING .
DID U ALL SEE TIS ?
I WAN TO WATCH HAIRSPRAY AGAIN !!!
i love hairspray x274637824712364816346159864875 times !!
i shall end here . byes . NPCC TML ((:

2007-08-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

YEHHS !
I M FINALLY BAQ FROM ATC .
all da sweat and fun times haf gone .
sweet memories will alwaes be in my heart ((:
I LOVE ATC'07
SEC 3 GROUP 1 - WATER x33s XD
GROUP 1 INTRUCTORS ARE LOVED =D
i reali reali miss camp loads .
okae larhhs . i very tired liao .
tell u all the full details of the camp tml ((:

2007-08-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I M LYK BLOGGING ?!
AFT MILLIONS OF YRS ?!
zzzzz . sry . arghhh .
i noe alot of ppl pass by my blog see i nv update liao then nv tag .
HEYHEYHEY . I M STILL ALIVE KAES !
lols . going for ATC tml . but its still not 100% going luhhs
#$%@ wadeva larhhs .
I WAN THE BADGE ! *SCREAMS*
aft the camp will continue to blog if i rmb my promise . hehes .
RMBB TO TAG ME OR EVEN FLOOD ME .
so tat i noe tat my blog is not dead .
i haven pack my damn bag for camp . lols
CAMP TML !! YEHHS !!
but i noe i will miss u so ..... ((:
sry for not wishin u happy b'dae . i seriously regretted can ?! arghhhhhhhhhhh
slapo myself x1217362758946504316504 times
okae larhhs . go pack bag liao . if not tml REALI dun nid go liao .
MUS MISS ME DAMN LOTS KAES !
ESPECIALLY PHUI SEE ;; HOHO ;; BIRD LUM !!
U ALL DUN MISS ME THEN I STRANGLE U ALL !!!
grrrrrr hahas

2007-07-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

went to haf dinner wif angela and ting on fri ((: tats wad i eat . hehs .
cabbed wif angela home ((: i love da both of them ((:

its des behing wif her two fingers . lols [ my chem table partner ]

nice colour ? hehes . XD durin chem pract.

sry for not updating for so long .

shall not blog much .
let da photos tell u wad i did . ((:

2007-07-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

CAMP ROCKS ((:
day 1
at first reali feel lyk runnin away from the camp one .
but now . I HAF NO REGRETS COMING FOR TIS CAMP ! XD
our instructors were CUTE ANNIE AND CHILDISH FRANCIS ((:
when we reach jalan bahtera , we checked into our hut [ hut 11 ]
aft tat had lunch , got eating cheer lehhs !
our first activity was ZIPLINE (FLYING FOX) and ABSULING (dunno how to spell)
i dint dare to go up so i cheered for them .
abit regret nv go up . but nvm liao . its the past alrdy ((:
aft tat we had our grp activity , my grp [ grp 7 ] 's activity was to swing across a rope
to reach to the platform opposite . ITS DAMN FUN CAN ?!
aft tat our nite activity was " KIPNAP "
we haf to complete activities to get the keys to rescue our grp leader .
our grp opened alot of box then can get the two keys .
aft rescuing our grp leader , we all become super relax .
but then , i fell down -.-"
injured parts include : left palm , right palm , right hand's knuckles , knees , elbows
i quite lyk the injury on my knuckles . cuz look lyk i punched someone lyk tat XD
the funniest part is tat got one instructor saw me then kp reminding me to breathe -.-"
its lyk as thou when i fall down , i will forget to breathe lyk tat .
applied med then went to slpp .
me and hoho kp goin toilet sia xP
first time is reali go . 2nd time is go refill water bottle .

2nd day
morning we had our high elements again .
but i dint play oso . cuz was oso scared .
the activity is lyk thr is a wire then u haf to walk past by grabbing the ropes on top .
many ppl super brave can ?! they walk till lyk very easy sia .
*3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for 3d * *HIP HIP HOORAY HIP HIP HOORAY !*
aft tat , out nx activity was to build a raft .
my grp managed to build the raft tat was able to float and carry us .
SUPER DUPER HAPPY((: althou it can only hold us for a while
aft tat we went for the natural rumble .
its very hard to walk but luckily no one was injured .
they played at the mud pool but i didnt . due to my injuries .
aft tat all of us went baq to wash up .
ITS TIME FOR CAMPFIRE !
all of us went very high .
we luff , scream , shout and even cried .
our class item was to dance "xi shua shua"
i reali love it alot man .
when it was time to slpp , me and hoho smuggled breads to the hut to eat ((:

3rd day
when it was time for area cleaning , we were incharged of the toilets .
first time wash toilet until so fun sia !
i will alwaes rmbb francis make me so wet !
but i oso got my revenge ! hehs xD
we cried again cuz we cant bear to leave the camp .
then we board the bus and the instructors oso followed .
we reached schh then we took photos and danced "xi shua shua" for the last time .
we hugged the instructors and left .

I MISS THE CAMP LOADS !
I LOVE ANNIE AND FRANCIS !! ((:
MAJOR BABA GROUP 7 ROCKS !
memories of the camp are engraved in my heart .
nv will i be able to forget the sec 3 camp at jalan bahtera ((:

i love today

2007-07-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

today was half happy half SIAN .
happy is tat took alot of nice nice pics and got my npcc frens jokin arnd
today go to the Ngee Ann City to do some CIP stuff
then got the COSPLAY ((: competition
those ppl thr damn damn damn nice can !?
* I PROMISE I WILL UPLOAD THE PICS REAL SOON ! *
then lyk abit sian cuz very hot .
then oso nth to do .
i was hit by an angel wing -.-"
cuz got someone's costume got wings , then i actualli wanted to dodge liao .
but the wings quite long arhhs .
managed to whack me . ((:
then aft the CIP , we wanted to go eat .
but poony went home first .
so left wif : me , norman , chaoqin and yong hwee
we wanted to go taka to eat derhh .
but too many ppl liao )): then we went tiong luhhs .
eat finish liao . they started playin the "shooting" game
norman lyk "bu shuang" me lyk tat .
shoot the ice to smwhr else hors confirm will rebounce then shoot me one .
U ARHHS . RMBB TIS HORS . NORMAN ! =P
nth much to blog liao .
will upload the pics tml ((:
byebye ((:

lame

2007-07-03T20:07:00.000+08:00

hmmmm . manii things happened .
how shudd i say lehhs ?
i dunno how to phrase it .
jus hope to put a full stop to everything .
for those who reads my blog and are oso somehow involved .
pls . i reali pls everyone to stop the conflict .
it reali wont help in anyway . it will only worsen the misunderstandings .
so , yarhhs . i hope to stop it from now onwards .
i reali dun wish to scream at anyone who still insist to continue the conflict .
lets make peace kaes ?
we shudd be a part of the team . not apart from the team .
so ..... yarhhs . hmmmm . tats all regardin the conflict thing . ((:
jus now i was on my way home , i saw a $2 note .
then got one old man behind me said : “小姐，你的钱跌倒。 ”
then i m lyk LOLS -.-"
wad is tis sia . my money fall down ?!
1st : its not my money .
2nd : MONEY CANT FALL DOWN !
LAME SIA . -.-"
funniest thing is , the old man pick up the money liao .
we tot he will go gif it to police or wad .
BUT . he walked a few steps then put the money into his POCKET -.-"
wad a "GOOD ROLE MODEL"
its damn wad the hell can ?!
zzzzzz ...
i go liao . bye bye !! ((:

i haf nth to say

2007-07-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

ytd i did smth real bad .
i went to someone's blog to leave harsh comments .
i noe tat i dun wan tis to happen to my blog .
but yet i did it to others .
wad the hell is happening to me .
m i reali tryin to prove to others tat i m not fit for tat post ?!
i reali wan to show others tat i m willing to do anything to help the unit .
but my actions ytd did not show tat .
i reali hate myself to the core .
i apologised to tat person but wonder if tat person will accept or not .
i hate the nasty me .
CHANGE ME PLS . before i break down .
from now onwards .
i SWEAR tat i will not do such things liao .
if so , i will nv forgive myself .
now my main objective is to help the unit to achieve great things .
I WAN TO SEE THE UNIT GROW .
I MUS STOP DOING FOOLISH AND STUPID THINGS FROM NOW ON !
P.S reali sorry to tat person for using harsh words . i deserve a dressing down from u .
hope u forgive me .
a brand new me starts TODAY
from now on . wadeva i do must be smth tat helps to benefit the unit .
if not . i wont do it AT ALL !
now tat person alrdy forgive me liao . but i abit cannot forgive myself .
haiis . utterly disappointed wif myself . ARGHH

2007-07-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

welcome myself baq to my blog ((:
lots and lots of things happen .
abit goin to unable to take it liao .
got my post in NPCC liao .
quite a gd news for me .
but jus got a bad news
someone or some ppl feels tat i nortt up to tat post .
i dunno is who larhhs . but haiis .
reali dunno how to react .
thanks nicholas . ((:
talked to u ytd then u told me to ignore it .
will rmbb da sentence u told me ((:
from nx week onwards , i m gonna do my very best and give my 100% to the unit
i dun care who is gonna be in my way .
or who are the ones who will support me or help me
NCOs'07 lets JIA YOU !! ((:
lets stay as a team and overcome all difficulties ((:
i noe tat there are some ppl who wan to find trouble wif us .
pls pls pls . stop it .
dun misunderstood us if u dunno us .
thanks alot .

2007-05-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

nowadays quite moody ..
dunno wad happen ..
tryin to be happy ((:
haiis . dunno wad to say .
whenever reali damn sad or wad i jus haf the urge to listen to "hug"
today's POA reali screwed up .
feel lyk cryin . whole day's mood gone .
but didnt wan to show it out .
kp hearin to "hug" the whole day . haiis
i reali dunno wad to do .
i screwed all my exams ..
wonder wad will happen to my holidays .
i reali hate myself so much ...

2007-05-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

left two more papers lerhh !
POA and listening compre ((:
abit no confidence in POA .
but nvm . JIAYOUS ! still gort time to study
list of subjects tat i will fail :
maths
science
geog
die liao larhhs .
3 sub lehhs . mr tan sure wan see parents
zzz . sian . unlucky . tis june holidays sure GONE CASE liao .
i pray exam faster finish cuz I MISS NPCC !!
no exam means no stress when i in NPCC .
hehs . exam damn nortt enviroment friendly can ?!
byebye ((: i wan go play audi liao ! hehes

2007-05-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

DAMN TAT MATHS PAPER TWO !!!
ZZZ . *CURSING HER*
wa lao . today's maths paper two is nortt so bad ?
VERY HARD ?! zzz
i see the qns my face go o.O ??
why she make the paper SO DIFFICULT ?!
win liao luhhs . fail liao luhhs . wad type of test paper is tat ..
spoil my mood .. I HATE U !
dun wan blog abt today's thing lerhh . cuz two ppl dun lyk me put their name on my blog .
LOL . *praying hard for tml's physics paper* hehs
nid to thank someone .
HEIQEL ((:
THANK YOU FOR UR POA TEXTBOOK !!
LING SHI BAO FOU JIAO . hehs . sorry ((:
nid to go bao fou jiao liao . hehs .
byebye ((:

2007-05-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

its been 4 days since i last blogged .
first blog abt last sat barhhs ((:
went "STUDYING" wif chaoqin da emo and yongxing da spastic
we were suppose to meet at 10am at tiong's mac .
but.. GUESS WAD ?
10am , i called emo and they still haven reach
luckily i didnt step out of my hse .
10.30am then we all reached .
i can reach earlier but i go walk the long cut .
IN THE END I BANG INTO A DAMN DAMN TREE
*cursing the damn tree*
then the tree left a cut on my hand !!
#%&*#1235437546564656576
we went to jurong east to study .
go thr derhh library walk for one hr oso cant find place -.-"
at last . found a damn table at the CHILDREN SECTION .
damn it .
the more i say . the more zzz i m . hahas
yong xing and chaoqin . if u see this . just SMILE ((:

MID YR EXAM KILLS !!
i m totally stressed out by it
reflecting : WHY DIDNT I WORK HARD ARHHS ?!
but its just too late . ZZZ *bang my head*
tml is chinese and dnt . SIANS .........
slpp slpp slpp .
dnt two hr paper . damnit ....
aft the papers . gortt maths remedial . SIANS .
aft maths remedial going to study wif emo and spastic again .
hahas . wonder if its "STUDY" or STUDY .
hmmm . time to go CHIONG my dnt liao .
BYEBYE ((:
I LOVE YOU . hehs .

2007-05-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

LOW YONG XING = SPASTIC ((:
dun blame me . who ask u make me luff SO MUCH .
HAPPY READING MY BLOG ((:
RMBB TO LEAVE A MSG AT MY TAGBOX HORS !

baq to my normal blog :
TODAY IS DA START OF MID YR EXAM !!!!!
is english and chinese compo .
nortt so bad . i gonna fail my chinese compo ?
cuz i anyhow write .
monday is maths paper 1 and english paper 2 .
I M STRESS . I SWEAR !
I M SO NORTT PREPARED FOR MY EXAM CAN ?!
*CURSE TAT PERSON WHO CREATES MID YR EXAM ! *
zzz ..... *disappears*

2007-04-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

oops . my eyes damn swollen and red now ? cuz just now gortt DETERGENT go inside my eyes . its super pain . dun try it at home . LOL . =X i m nortt tryin to wash my eyes okae ?! LOL . enjoy the pics kaes ?! SAJC concert band rocks ((:

when the concert was abt to start ((: its damn nice . their instruments were super shiny hahas

he looks lyk he's being raped . hahas . the big hand was another person's hand . i dunno his name =P hahas . memories ((:

aft the concert ((: happy happy happy ((:

I LOVE THEM ! ((: #280407 rocks ((:

tis is HUIJIA ((: my counsellor zhang ((: but she pointed her magic finger at mi ?! hahas . i love her ((:

went wif ting and her band ppl to SAJC band concert ytd .
ITS DAMN NICE . I SWEAR ((:
but i was damn out of da pic . cuz they were lyk band ? and i m npcc ?
hahas . but they still tried to make mi feel comfortable okae ?
lalalas . load some pics for ting they all as promised ((:

2007-04-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

i m so EMO ((: hahas . no larhhs . i was sick tat day and stupid poony took tis photo . hahas

hehes . my nice wugui maths textbook((: wuguii obsession ((:

durin BORING CHINESE ((:

she is my love okae ?!

lalala
tis few days chinese is lyk so fun for mii
cuz i sittin wif wenn ((:
we took fotos in class and shared SECRETS ((:
i LOVE her so much can ?

aft schh mii and ting went to eat at the canteen *durhhs* LOL
then i was lyk facin a fork towards poony .
then jeffrey was oso doing so . i dunno for wad larhhs

then chaoqin at thr luff non stop ? i dunno why ?

yeahhs !! tml last day of the week !! i mean study week ((:
i m so happy !!! wahahaha
i m being spastic . SORII . hahas
poony's SPOILT nametag is wif mii . hehes .
last of all . i wanna thank heiqel for his POA textbook ((:

2007-04-24T20:28:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR I M FREAKIN PISSED OFF TODAE !

NO ONE CAN B AS UNLUCKY AS MI CAN ?!
LIST OF THINGS TAT HAPPEN TODAE :
1 . EARLY IN THE MORNING I GOT CAUGHT BY MR **** FOR NORTT TUCKIN IN MY SHIRT
2 . RECESS GO WIF POONY THEY ALL TO FIND MS ZHENG THEN GET CAUGHT BY MRS ANTHONY . GUESS WAD ? CUZ I NV TUCK IN MY SHIRT AGAIN .
3 . SOMEONE DISCRIMINATED MI DURING RECESS . ( i dun mention names . lata quarrel again . )
4 . GOT SCOLDED BY ANOTHER PERSON CUZ OF SMTH ...

i seriously damn unlucky can ?
todae lyk worse than fridae 13 for mi ?!
i dunno wad to say liao .
but . wad i put for my msn nick is just angry then say derhh .
i wont reali dun care NPCC derhh .
i cant bear to dun care it okae ?
i m NP obsession ((:
just hope tat tml will b a better day for mii ... ((:

AND , sorii to mr tan . ( althou he cant see tis post larhhs . ) sorii for makin u BURST . relax . ur still young . dun so angry . will old easy derhh . hahas . sorii . ((:

2007-04-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

NPCC ROCKS !! (:

todae is NPCC annual parade .
then mi simon norman chaoqin simpson(jin hao) christopher yonghwee went .
we met at 2 plus then change into our full u then we went inside the bus
aft gettin into the bus it became PSP time !!
lol . norman was challengin chaoqin in burnout legend
then simpson say he bet chaoqin will win
then i said if chaoqin lose , simpson will haf to treat all of us drinks
in the end ... of cuz simpson lost the bet
BUT HE DIDNT TREAT US DRINKS !
the food tat HTA gave us ....... "verii nice" LOL =s
nice till i dun wan to eat . (:
when the parade start , we saw the marchin in .
DAMN NICE CAN ?!
hahas . but simon norman were complainin tat those ppl tat wore no.1 u didnt put in their effort to make their uniform . they took wearin no.1 u for granted .
I WAN TO WEAR NO.1 !!!!!!
todae derhh parade althou nice .
but gortt quite a number of mistakes .
1 . gortt one girl in the cont. go and wipe her sweat in middle of the parade
2 . gortt one CI did a BIG BIG mistake . when all CIs already turn to the front , he still at thr hentak kaki . and i tink ALOT of ppl saw it
3 . someone's sch flag derhh redball dropped out
4 . durin fancy rifle drills , quite a no. of ppl dropped rifle
i dun list lerhh larhhs . i lyk quite evil sia . hahas
poony was in the parade , he did fancy baton drills .
i damn envy him can ?! he came out of the police van/car
damn cool luhhs . poony !! u gd larhhs !
great effort and well done for YIYING AMANDA POONY ANDY (:
thank u for representing our sch in the parade !
YOU ALL ROCKS !

we gonna be NCOs soon lerhh . hmmm .
so scared i wont b able to do it well .
heard tat tis yr NCOPC will be very tough lehhs . haiis
will i be able to survive or will i be given a red card ?
m i fit to b a NCO marhhs ?
hais . nth to blog lerhh (:

2007-04-19T17:36:00.000+08:00

todae just SUCKS okae ?
everything just GO WRONG !
dammitt ..
i m lyk havin the damn fever for 3 days and haf to do the damn PFT .
*curse the person who wans it*
then durin PFT i injured my ankle AGAIN .
nobody can b as unlucky as mi can ?!

TO WENDY :
i very gan dong tat u blogged abt my leg in ur blog .
but hors . i nort gei kiang hors
i dunno tat so yan zhong wad .
u tis heartless bao bei
instead of more guan xin u lyk tat say mi .
hahas . NEVERTHELESS ...
I LOVE U ! <33s
hehes .
see ya tml hors !
hope u nv vomit blood aft seein tis . HAHAS

*baq to serious tone LOL*
tml is speech day ! sian . hahas .
cuz parade is lyk start at 6.45 or wad so eva .
but we haf to fall in at 5 for last rehearsal then go for dinner .
which is lyk ..
wearin our full u for awhile then change baq to eat then change to full u again for the speech day .
tryin to make fun of us arh ?!
DAMN U LOL
time to study !
sayonara !!
lovesWUGUI(:

i just saw his profile . tears tryin to flow out
can he just stop makin mi lyk him ?
just hope to see him again in sch .
tats my largest wishh .